| Nanana M in love again! |
[18 Mar 2005|01:31pm] |
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ANNOUNCEMENT:
We graduated finally!
Officially summer!
They didn’t cancel mi recital wah!
I have a new crush.
Moi es alegre today!
I finally bought shoes. I hope this will keep my family happy already. Sheesh. Anyway, nothing new in my life. Mother drove me out of her room again. Last time, she made me get out of her room and I was forced to sleep in the guestroom. Last night, I was forced to sleep beside Ate Shelley *ugh* watching Antonia till One. (Antionia’s husband is hot!)
I have taken a new liking to writing. I also am richer wohooo! Thank god, all those seven years paid off. GO SHOPPING! Well, after two weeks. I’m beat from going around malls already. My Ate Sheena is getting a new cell phone. Unfair! I get stuck with mi mama’s Viejo telefono. At least, the telephone is here. I can make telebabad. Some people are inviting me to go to EK with them but then my oh so strict mother shall not let me go with out adult supervision within the vicinity. kulang nalang she’ll make a body guard go
I love my sister’s friend. HOTNESS! Anyway his name is Daniel Dano. Ehehe He’s voted for the 10 top most hunky guys in Ateneo. I mean, he’s muscular but those lean types you get wid me? He’s chinito. Ahaha! Anyway, he was forced to model in the concert on our graduation day and luckily as my sister, Sheena, puts it, I have a gagu for a sister. She took pictures while he was modeling and cheered like a lunatic which pissed him off. Ahahah! Thank god for the new digicam. Lots of people said it was cool. I finally found out how to work it. I took pics, I looked like hell gorgeous.
Anyway, on the graduation day, they spelled my middle initial wrong. It’s J not G. I mean I get it. They only put it there because G is for gorgeous. Dear Lord, do people really think I’m that hot?! WAHAHAH! Anyway, I took a look at Chella’s dad. Be good to me Chella, I don’t find him hot. Anyway, I saw Alex, Tisha and Rana smiling like hell. EHEHE And I found out that Rana has a crush on MonMon’s dad. EEEWWWW. !
Okay, I have a real crush to count on. Anyway, my sister saw her crush on our graduation. Ehehe Then, I saw Cindy’s bro. He’s cute ha. Ahahaha! My sister calls my crushes Boy Toy . We were supposed to take a pic of him but then he went away coz the stupid digicam had a flash. We can’t let him know we were taking a pic ya know. Stupid sister was so slow to take out the flash. Arghness, oh well, question, Why does he have to dress up like a sailboat personage in a graduation? OH well, still cute but not as hot as D***. WAHAHAHAHA!
I was hoping that I didn’t have a butt stain during graduation and GOD loves moi! Anyway, I have news, *toot* ‘s summer will not be well. Watch out *toot*. Dada will come with new stuff for me. I will be richer and I will want to spend my hours on the computer. Just hoping lang that there’s a comp in the province. Ehehehe. I will swim in the canals. And no Rana, not the canals where the garbage float, the canal which is wide and *kangkong and kohols* roam. Ehehe
Funfacts:
*Kohols are snails. They are the ones that are made into escargot. Think about it, the escargots you eat are from canals. Sorry you had to know this.
* Antonia is a German telenovela. Somehow, we understand it. Ehehe They translated into Tagalog in Cinema One but they still show it in the German Channel. I love French Telenovelas! Watch Danielle! Guys are hot there.
*Chella’s and Mon’s dads are not cute or hot. Be grateful, Chella. Only the few like Alex, Tisha and Rana find them hot. I hope you don’t it’s be gross.
*Chella’s dad looks like the Chinese type of Ricky Martin with the hair and tan. He looks like Antonio Banderas according to Peña. I like Antonio Banderas but not Chella’s dad. Puhlease, I’ll know she’ll kill me. (Chella, if you’re reading this, I think you’re mama is pretty. Ehehe you should be a model too you know. *Brushing tongue from the compliment* This complement only comes once in a blue moon)
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| Somethings that have been on my mind :P |
[09 Mar 2005|08:04pm] |
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Announcement
*Graduation is so coming. Why do have to celebrate something that makes our life harder. Getting worked up for highschool is NO joke.
*My laway is panis from singing. I swear my b-a-utiful voice is getting tired from singing the same thing.
*Im gonna be a popstar someday! Just kidding but i used to dream to be. Oh how dreams can be crushed. Ehehe
* Im in love. I am but i just don't who i am in love with. Weird noh?
*Im happy. (Even though the fact my dada isn't coming *teardrop*)
*I see my face clearing up. Thank you to Dr. Torres. Wahahah (I am so gonna be more gor-g-us)
Masks and Questions
Ask people ‘Do you know who I am?”. Those would probably are strangers would think you are lunatic or a stuck up beatch or at least shake there heads and go away. Do you know who I am? I am current person wondering on what life is supposed to be.
I ask you, do you stop and ask strangers “How is your life?”? I don’t think so. Most people would yet again scurry away. We always know what goes on about our life but we don’t know what is going on with the others. Why? Why don’t we know or why don’t we try to know? Is it because we are scared? I always asked why we don’t look and say hi although we do not know each other, why we hide behind happy faces, why there are some people who are never sick of smiling.
We all have our fights, we all have our dreams. Are you ever sick of smiling? Isn’t there a time when you just want to stop smiling forever? I felt that way. We hide behind masks but why do we? Why can’t we show that we are in pain? Why can’t we tell our points of views? I know other people would answer it is to help. Will it really help? We all know sooner or later people are going to find out and get hurt that you hid it from them. Tell me, why do people do this? All of us want the truth though it hurts.
Angry faces we all have them. Why do show this though we have pity? Why do we show a certain emotion though we don’t feel it? We all have masks on as if we are actors. We have unreasonable actions too you know. Though we do not know the source, we are like a bull just charging. Why? Why? We should always ask this question though it may not be answered. Questions are answered but not all. They are just theories. Maybe, if we really looked hard, there may be an answer out there. Maybe, just maybe, our masks will be taken off if we really see those answers.
Dedicated to Aristotle who never really finds out his answers though one fo the greatest philosophers.
Fading Away
It already happened that a person would care for something that doesn’t exist. Like for example, you care about anger of such but then you find out that something didn’t ever exist. How about if that thing did exist but it was slowly just getting endangered?
We prevent animals from getting extinct, having too many babies off springs, wars and much more. What if we knew something was getting extinct but we never do anything about it? Remember the wars in Asia? We knew that people were dying; yes some tried to prevent this form happening but not all of us. We had this knowledge carried with us but we never said anything. Why? I don’t know. Even I cannot answer for I am a victim too. But it is just another question, how can we live through another day with such knowledge and forget or trying to not think about it with our conscience not bothering us?
When we know something bad is happening, prevent if you can. Most of us wait for the right time, that’s good but sometimes, our will is required to work right away. There are situations that we cannot help from happening but at least trying the make the situation lighter. It is even possible for a person to fade away physically or mentally. But you know, somehow, when they do fade away, they leave a mark no matter how faint they can be. It’s funny really. Just make sure that when you knew you couldn’t do anything, don’t blame yourself, you might fade away.
Dedicated to my sisters friend who’s hot but did fade away. ;)
Top ten things I wanna happen:
01. Graduate with honors
02. My dad to be there when I graduate though its impossible
03. For my trip to Europe not to be moved to next summer
04. to get thin
05. to get more gorgeous
06. to get more photogenic (I am so not photogenic you know)
07. Get an new ipod, new stereo and computer
08. for my summer to rock and my sisters not to bug me
09. to end the year well
10. more de niro/nero in my pig, Nicolas Pierre Lesion and in my hand (CASH)
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| Enigmatic Stuff |
[05 Mar 2005|08:48pm] |
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Announcement:
Turn back now if you do not like enigmatic sttuff. I have taken to liking classic literature. All of these I have written myself. So please, if you do not like, turn back. If you would like to know, then read on. Only people who are not shallow shall understand these. I wrote this with all the conviction and enigmatism, if there is such a word, I have. This is written for people so the dedication will come later.
Replace and Permanent Changes
Nothing is the same as another. It may seem identical twins, clones and somehow chimeras are the same but then, in every little thing, there is a big or small distinguishing trait. People, as they think that they can replace anything in the world. Like if you break your own iPod, you would buy a new or nicer one. I don’t think it is fair. Do you think people can be replaced? As corny as it might sound, once you hold unto something, better take care of it with uttermost care or maybe, just don’t use it to only your advantage. You see most people as it is, are very materialistic. They are what you call new age people. Replace something with this; you can just have it reproduced again.
I know you re getting confused what I am driving at here but I am using it as a metaphor. People cannot be replaced. As for example, having a new friend, replace you other. Or at least, make your fun out of it and just waste that person away to find a new one. I don’t know how people can do that these days especially when we really need it. Now, we can see the world is deteriorating. It does not seem but it is a need to have true friends. I learned a bitter truth from my sister just last night. She said “As much as you are having friends right now, you don’t know you might not see them again in your life. Most friendships during high school or grade school, I know this hurts to know, they have the tendency not to last due to hormones and growing changes.” As what I saw my sisters growing up before my eyes as I grew older with them, I knew they were telling the truth though they were the lucky ones. They got to stay touch with their old kadas.
I know and people say so too that our generation is different. WE are like pieces of a broken plate. I know it sounds weird but we are. I always wondered what will happen to us in the future as we are going to lead the new age. Will we still stay intact, will change make us better or worse persons? Will we replace what we have for something better but we don’t even know that we are happy with it? I know it sounds weird for someone for me to ask this but it is questions that are answered with other questions. I guess the only thing that is permanent in this world is change. I hope my paragraph reaches out to you and make new questions rise out of our young minds.
As pieces of a broken plate, you cannot replace every piece. Can we piece the little plate together and keep it instead fo replacing it? The plate that was once there is unique. I know we won’t or at least I think do knowing our generation. The only thing I ask of you now is to mend broken ties or if not, be civil. Maybe just one day, we can piece that plate together.
Betrayal
She looked out of her window seeking comfort in the rain. The rain always comforted her. Most people would think that it was odd for such a girl but then, it was her.
She listened to the whispers whirling around her. She felt the pain rip right through her. The bitter truth that rattled her mind was it was a figure of endearment causing this
It was a sad thing for her. She was like a bug on a street, so vulnerable. No one will care. No one would shed a tear. She looked through the rain. Seeing a figure emerge, she stood up and went outside.
She let the fog overwhelm her. She just walked as if she was lost. She didn’t care actually. The only thing that cared was the wet grass that tickled her bare feet because they were getting squashed with her weight. She walked and walked until there was nothing in front of her except a bare landscape. Though it was raining, she did not care if she got sick. There were only whispers surrounding her.
The things that stood witness were trees and the birds. The fog carried her away. She let go everything she had. To her, everything was nothing. Walking and walking, her journey seemed endless. Her feet were getting sore and she was stepping on sharp rocks. She can feel herself bleed. She was weak. She fell to the ground as her knees buckled before her weight. As her face met the sharp rocks and the bug, she thought of nothing. She felt nothing. She had no emotions, not anymore. Pain was nothing. Somehow, pain comforted her.
Someone picked her up. Not knowing who, she didn’t care. She wrapped her arms around and hugged that person. The figure hugged her back. She felt loved for once. No correction, once again. The only thing she did, she hugged back. Then when she opened her eyes, she was back in the ground, blood coming out from the side of her head. Ah yes, betrayal yet again. Pain? No, nothing was felt. She was used to it. The whispers around her were gone at least. Now she could rest. For the last time, she opened her arms to the high heavens and let go of all that was left. She closed her eyes again and fled with the wind. She flew up with the birds and beyond. She was free from betrayal.
This is dedicated to Ate Freya, my sister’s bestfriend ex – friend, and Ate Shelley. My sister did not follow my mom’s advice and sadly, I didn’t too about street smart stuff.
This is also dedicated to those lost and obcene people out there. Those who feel like this way if you understood, this si for you.
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| Okay, update for the week that was annoying. |
[05 Feb 2005|03:19pm] |
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Okay, I am happy because I just need more 6 votes. Come on just go to the stupid site and vote for Pete’s sake. And Pam, I love ya too! I read a lot yesterday. I guess I’m going to do my homework tonight. I swear, I am kinda pissed because they changed the Mafia thing. I was so ready for it pa naman. I guess it is for the conduct. Now, we are changing it to some formal Italian thing. I am currently watching the Asia fund raiser thingy for tsunami victims hosted by Alicia Keys. I adore her. Sorry for those people who hate her or dislike her just the same but too bad, can’t change that.
I chatted a lot yesterday. It’s quite hard to keep on typing you know. My hands are cramping as of the minute. I can’t type all that well now. Ehehehe. I still have to do pa the science thing. This thing is really pissing me off kasi. We don’t have a driver today so there. I don’t think anyway Billie and Mika are gonna come and I know Anna won’t be payagan. Right now, I know that some people are in Daph’s house. I don’t know but there was a sudden change in her. Daph, if ever you are reading this, One question, what happened to you? I am not kidding. I am going to the Phantom of the opera thingy. Well, at least I think I will. I asked my mom and she said “We’ll Work it out.”
I am pissed coz like so many bad things happened this week. Let me enumerate:
1. Sibika test
2. the party
3. Science stuff things
4. Cards to cram
5. Language ( I want to change it)
6. I hate the world
Well, at least my dreams have been my favorite place as of now. It’s not that I want to stay there forever it’s just that it’s better there for a moment. By bf’s are there and well, it so pleasant though there was a part that I was walking nude. I was hot though. No, correction, I am hot! Ehehehe Kidding. My sisters are out now which is good. They keep on flicking my boobs. Dear lord, make them stop. They have their own boobs and are humongous in fact so don’t touch mine sisters! They’ve been reading my chat messages lately and making statements that if ever I’m doing cyber sex they’ll kill me. YUCK! As if I’ll do that. I have enough decency thank you! I have the most dysfunctional family ever.
I have been lucky enough to find new artists to look up to. I wish I drew as well as them. My mom gave us that really long sermon about being fat and everything. I swear it took too long! I hate it when she does that. My sisters were going to kill me because they thought it was my fault. They started bumping me. Annoying! They are such losers. Life sucks! But, I don’t want to get out of it.
I have to rant about school. I hate those people who are trying to be cool. I also hate those people who are hurrying to grow up. I am really sorry for those people. If you are one of these people, pity. This is only constructive criticism. People hate it when they have low grades but it’s their fault too that they do not want to study or cooperate. NO not study because I don’t but cooperate. God, people are just so fickle. In my dreams, badasses are nice assed people.
I am sad because I have no love life. Yuck! As if I want to. They will just serve as distraction. I think dream guys are better than real guys. Oh yeas, I want to thank Alexa F. for agreeing with me and DenDen also that people making out on the wall are so sexy. Not sex but making out. I find it sexy ehehehe. I love you Den and Alexa. I wanna thank Alexa for not getting mad at me. And yes, I love you sistah/Mika Geny. I love also my two best friends in the world Reina and Marian. Ehehe I love you guys, you make my day brighter. Also, I want to thank Patricia for inviting me, you rock and Pam and Sheena, Coleen and Ysy. Basta, a lot of people including Chella (even though you hate me), Mon (for saying I was violent, I hate you too) and my Polarbear RANA! (for giving me hugs every time I need them and for being cute and cuddly when I cry. I made this paragraph just for saying thank yous. Next time when I update!
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| Okay mga Jordi or art fans! |
[31 Jan 2005|08:15pm] |
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Guys, I made a consideration to list down all the sites that you can go to. If you are a fan of Jordi or of art, you are sure to be happy with these sites. I love Jordi and I love art so here you guys go. You art lovers out there who are reading this are so freaking lucky! Be grateful! I had to search from the mountains and the seas. Just kidding but better be grateful. Please comment if you used these links or you got me as a source please comment. Don't worry I won't get mad ehehe ;)
LIST OF ART LINKS
Jordifansite
Art-Dept.com
RIBAS!
Marihuanagirl
I can't update everything now. I still feel bad for math and I want to raise my grade super badly. Thanks you the kindess and consideration :)
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| CHECK THIS OUT PLEASE! |
[30 Jan 2005|05:58pm] |
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Okay guys, I'll really need your help in this. Please vote on this quiz. Vote on it please.
It is someone's very big request and I owe her a lot. If you are dial-up, you can vote a lot by voting disconnecting then connecting again then vote again. The cycle goes on. If you are cable, then, you can vote once a day. This is all I ask from you guys. PLEASE! So click on this: CLICK TO VOTE!
That is all and if you do this, as I said, I'll love you forever. :)
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[29 Jan 2005|01:30pm] |
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Me is pissed at the internet. Why can’t people just let me in the stupid site? I finally found a site where I can get all the labanda stuff. Stupid tripod or should I blame the stupid internet access that I have? I am so pissed. I want DSL! I swear! This is really getting on my nerves. For the past few weeks, I have been searching for good websites on yahoo. Most of them turn out to be Spanish which I can understand though I can’t understand all of it! I just wish I can get through that silly site. Help me oh mighty internet! Oh well. I wanted to look and read for my stories but then, just the, I realized that quizilla is closed to 11:00 to 1:00 and from 8:00 to 9:00 what is wrong with these people? I swear who ever gets through this link and can make me see that stupid stuff. I will love you forever so here it is CLICK THIS WONKY! Okay, if you get this stuff through the gallery and wall papers, like I said, I’ll love you forever and also through any graphic. First of course, tell me who you freaking are.
And Pam, you can comment you know even though you’re not a user of live journal. You know you love me so please do this for me. And oh yeah, tell me if you are a member of tripod and tell me if it’s free. I have to get into that stupid site. I don’t care for the free stuff, I just want the illustrations! Aside from labanda, I love Paul Reilly. Yap. I saw lots of artistic and talented people at this site. Just click their names. If it doesn’t work, Type the URL which is www.artdept/illustrations/thenameofartist/index.html. I swear guys, these are really talented. I wish I can just get paid for drawing and I will be freaking rich. HMMMPH! I am really pissed now at my computer! And I swear that I really find Draco Malfoy hot. Ehehe You guys all know that already. I mean who doesn’t think he’s hot?!
Oh yeah, Den just called me a while ago if I was going to the Ateneo fair. Thanks but no thanks. I may go to Ateneo anytime I want but not now because first, I don’t want to be with my sisters. Second, who will I go with and if ever I have someone, how will I meet up with her? Second, I am depressed for I haven’t taken a bath and I feel sticky and that I have a ton of things to do. I swear, I really hate group works with people I know I cannot trust. Plus, I am not presentable like I said and I hate grade school guys because they haven’t even hit full puberty yet. I mean I can just look at them when they have grown because I don’t want anything to happen like the thing that happened with me and L’Eane. First, he was my best friend and I thought he was ugly but my sisters thought he was cute but I found him ugly then when I see him again he is the hottest thing alive. He really looks like a dream boy. Arghness! Now he’s in France doing something else. I know seems unreal but still true.
I am watching Jimmy Neutron. It’s so funny. I love this site the www.artdept.com! Wooh! I recommend Sydney Vandyke, Aimee Levy, Paul Reilly and Miles Donovan!Plus, Peter Stemmler!
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| I am sick and bored. Help me lala land! |
[24 Jan 2005|01:33pm] |
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I am sick, heart broken and I am bored. I have no feelings anymore in my feet for I have been sitting for how long. I want to be at school right now but as of now, I cannot do anything. I want to rest but I cannot, I am too hyper. I know a sick person should like, be all feeble but I am energetic all the way. I am really bored. Not even my lala land can help me. Annoyingness. Why is everybody being at school? They’re supposed to be somewhere else like me at HOME! And I quite happy to announce that I was engaged in my dreams to Stephen Westmoreland whose this really hot dude that is super rich and was a playboy before he got married to Sheridan. Grr. I hate you Sheridan. I want to get well as soon as possible. It’s not my fault I got hawa. I never meant to get sick, I hate catching up you know, It’s really hard for me. I want to be at school. I know it’s really weird for a person wanting to be at school but there is nothing to do here in the mountains with a falling toilet in your backyard. Oh dear Lord, why have you cursed me with this thingy which is the bronchitis. I am a Libra which means of perfect balance. Right now, I don’t think I’m balanced. I’m freakenly sick! Nobody is fucking home or sick for me to talk to. I am here where I don’t want to get stuck and I wanna be at school with my friends and doing something. I do not so care if I am sick. But then, I don’t want to miss 3 weeks of school just incase I get sick again. Yo, get this, I am sick in the mind anyway, What’s your problem body?! Why can’t you just not get sick! Arghness I think I’ll go watch MTV now and look for articles in Language. Arghness again. Don’t get me wrong that I hate my group mates but hello, I don’t really like group works if I don’t really like the people I work with. No offense to the Leeches out there! Ahem, I will give you a clue, she’s a bitch. Nice clue huh. She’s been bugging Reina so person, get of her case pwede? I am only a person with feelings and I am feeling right now the yearning of going back to school.
I have nothing to do here with my mommy who is currently pissed because Globe called my dad all the way in Sweden just to make singil. My dad was so pissed that he called all the way from Sweden to my mom just to make mura and saying bullshit. Oh well, dada, don’t get mad. My mom called Globe and said “What’s your problem? Can’t you see that it’s roaming? That’s why it’s roaming because he’s around the world!!! How dare you call him all the way there just to ask for money. You didn’t even send the bill yet! What?! Just to tell me so I won’t get shocked. You stupid person! That’s why it’s roaming and please send the bill first for pete’s sake. I have been a customer of Globe for eight years and this is the respect that I get. I was one of the first customers. I refuse to pay the bill if that’s the case. I can pay that stupid nineteen thousand in cash and spray it on your face. I want to talk to your manager. (The guy refused coz he was scared) What?! I will cut of all my bills from Globe if that is the case! Yah, my mom’s pissed that she said let’s go to smart na nga. Argh. It’s more mahal if it’s smart coz everybody is Globe. Guys, quite Globe so I can text you cheaper. My mom said go prepaid and I was like NO! I never was prepaid But maybe this is just a phase she’s going through. May it end and I want to be better now. Please pray for my recovery.
Oh lala land, Please work! I want to go back to my fiancé! WAAAAAHH! Oh yes, I just found JOrdi Labanda cute and Tom Felton looks like a skeleton whose twenty no offense to those people who like him. I respect your decision if you think he’s cute. I used to when he was fourteen. That was the time I found him cute but then I have a thing for background guys. Ehehe. I found this hot guy in the background who is so hot in the Ravenclaw table. I am so weird. Buh bye for now!
I can’t bare for Chella saying that she was smarter than me for a day ehehe Funyy
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ANNOUNCEMENTS
Brad broke up with jennifer because he knew I was single. DUH! I just broke up with my seven boyfriends. You heard it right, I broke up with my seven boyfriends. Well, at least for the meanwhile so that I can bee for awhile. WAHAHA! Just kidding their just imaginary you guy. Yes, I am crazy, No denying that duh!
Daphne and Vince kissed! Yes! Even though Daphne said NO! Whahaha! They look so cute together except for the fact that Vince came to MTAP drunk and smelly with alcohol scent duh! Oh well, we know for a fact that guys are intimidated by me for some reason. Shit! I can't find the right mad for that case. Arghness you know! They looked so god together when Daphne was giving him the pasalubong. They really looked like boyfriend and girlfriend. Duh! I would definitely think that if I just wasn't her friend and knowing for a fact that She *Doesn't like him*. Whatevah Daph I know you like him. YOu just can't resist the temptation. You know for some reason that sounded green.
OKay, Leapfest tomorrow. Lets go win that thang!
Went boy hunting, rest of the stuff and detials after announcements.
So many things to do and homework and groupworks that they SUCK the spork. Sounds green noh? Sorry I couldn't help it. Wahaha
Alexa why are you so horny? Please answer the question
The world stopped spinning coz I am in love. Aren't I always but still he doesn't exist he's just a guy that just exists in my dreams. Oh dream guy, How i yearn for you to be real and just not exist in my really weird dreams of being bitten by dogs and being chased by kids and crying in your arms. Wahaha!
I am officially in lala land. You know why? Don't even ask coz I am too giddy. I am in love! WAHAHAHA! Okay, I am in love with a guy who doesn't even exist wahahaha! Wala lang, I feel nakikilig and you can't do anything about Senor! You have no idea I can't even type this entry because me hands are just so jelly. For the past few days I have been boy hunting in Ateneo. They are HOT! I am pretty sure the ones I checked out were loaded since I saw them going inside their BMWs and Mercedes. Hey, I am not stalking, I was in teh Parkin lot giving the Manhattan once over. You will know what I mean if you read Shopaholic Ties a KNot. It means you check out the persons clothing looks everything and summing it up in money. Don't worry people, I am no gold digger as Chella says. (She's just like that because she doesn't see her precious David anymore) I am just makig sure that whoever that I am with, they are able to match up to my intellectual status, can stand me and will not be intimidated and is financially stable. It is so hard to find a guy that meets up to my par. I only see them like once in my life plus, they're college. Okay, so get mad at me. I have been looking on college boys. I mean, the guys in our age haven't even gotten their growth spurt yet. How are you so sure that they even have the horny moments yet. I know it sounds bad but then you are offcially into puberty if you have the horny moments thing. Sorry for the too much info thing. Just heard it from the radio. I swear it is unbearable listening to the radio. They say how to make sure you don't have AIDS or to measure how much Sexual desire in yourselves and that Sting has sex for like 8 hours. Really, plus, its in the news pa ha. Like the tambal of Karen Davilla and some Vic guy. Every afternoon of 4 to 5 or something. It's in the MW 630 station. I swear, you call that a news station who talks about erection! Arghness and I have to stay there listening with my mom, sisters and my driver! Eeewness you know! It such a gift to have a colorful mind! NOT! Back to the original topic.
OKay, please don't get mad at what I just said but I am really just saying the truth. It's just that, it's my last leapfest tomorrow. I love yoy guys in 7B. They have no idea that we're united unconsciously. It's very sad. I just want us to win one thing for once. This is our last year and I will not waste it on some Trivail issues such as some person out there *ahem* my A*****r, who takes up my time every morning with her usual babble trying to give us sermons and trying to cry to gain our pity. Sorry, but I am too heartless and cold and evil. I know how to playthe pity card and I play damn good when I want to. Get me?! Well, I just want to way, guys, she is the only obstacle to making us united. Well, not the only thing but the other things like thinking we'll never be united. Stop thinking you are 6a or 6d or 6c forever. This is our LAST year. We're graduating in a few months. OKay, cut the mushy shit. The thing is, just get the hell wiht it and go with the flow and just f***ing WIN this LEAPFEST! Okay, I am too hyper. Oh well, who wouldn't be if yo find out BRAD PITT BROKE UP WITH JENNIFER ANNISTON! no duh coz her knew I was single. Talaga you guys, you're not thinking. He thinks I am hot effing hot duh thats why he broke up with jennifer. Yup, I call them by first names cos were like this close. WAHAHAH! Okay stop Goodbye.
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Guys, I just want you to read this. I wrote it and please comment . I wrote this because of a book so please I need your comment.
I looked up in the sky, sitting on the roof. The stars were shining so bright that it gave me the urge to grab them yet, I knew I couldn’t. Besides, if ever I did, I will take only one star but that star is owned by a friend. I can never take a friends treasure. It was her only property left and the only thing to remind me of her. Oh yes, the only thing. That friend I talk about is my one and only friend that knew me when I wasn’t out of my shell. I was always that person who people never notice. I guess my theme song is “Mr. Cellophane” in Chicago. People don’t know I am there. I mean they know that I exist but they never did mind me. When a person would say “Really, one of my group mates is that weird girl.” a person would say “What’s her name again?” which proves that I am not known. I was always alone, always sulking around for I knew I needed someone. That someone came; it was her, my friend. People would notice her because of her aura. Her aura was so alive, so charming, and so graceful. Only an emotionless and blind person would not notice her. Everybody wanted to be her friend, but she didn’t like them, instead she went to the last person people would expect her to be with, me. Yes, me. I never knew such a person would even notice me. I looked up at her and she just smiled warmly at me. We needed no words. All we needed was to look at each others eyes and we would know what was going on with each other. That was how we would communicate, I felt so loved and cared for. I knew our friendship was deep. She didn’t want me to change like those other people who would give makeovers. She just liked me the way I was, shabby and unkempt who always held paper and pencil to draw on for pictures. She would get the things I draw look at them and just smile. One day, she just took one of my drawings that I colored. The next thing I knew, it was frame on the wall of a gallery. It didn’t say my name, it just said anonymous. I guess she knew I hated to be known though I found out a lot of people liked the picture I drew. I hugged her after; she was shocked I guess because all I did was smile. Everything changed one day, when we were walking. I looked at her hand. There were bruises that I thought would really hurt if you just touched it gently. It had the ugliest color. I touched her hand and she flinched. I looked at her questioningly and all she did was shook her head, it was a sign of don’t mind it. The bruises just kept on appearing and all she did was shake her head. I just got a call one day to visit a room in a hospital that I knew was for swank people. No questions asked I went there to visit. I didn’t know who I was visiting or why. I went inside a room, it was so posh and I was overwhelmed. I was never rich; in fact, people would think I was poor but I was just alright. But then, something caught my eyesight which was a bed with something in it. I went near it and I saw a familiar figure. It was my friend! She didn’t look like herself. She had bruises all over plus she didn’t look as beautiful tall and graceful as she was. It was like she lost her aura. She looked so small and vulnerable instead of her invincible self. Tubes were stuck to her body. I sat beside her and her eyes opened slowly. She took my hand and tears from my eyes were flowing. I sat there for how long. I never left that room. I was just there holding her hand wishing and hoping that she was alright. All we did was look at each other in the eye and she would either shake or nod her head. She became sleepier and sleepier. One day, I was there holding her hand until then, I felt that her fingers were getting cold. I shook her. She opened her eyes; she held my face ever so softly and held my hand again. She shook her head and closed her eyes ever so slowly. I was wishing she as just sleeping. Yes, she was in slumber, in a slumber where she will never wake up again. There I cried m heart out with no one beside me. I held her hand until it was time to let go. Ever since then, I changed. I changed to a better person I knew she would be proud of. I was not the lonely artist that people never knew existed; I was someone who people knew already. I was almost like her. She acted like a star that showed me the true path with her light. And one night, I saw a star that shone almost as bright as the North Star. I thought of her immediately and named it after her. It was hers. The only thing that she owned that was left with me was that star. The other things that reminded of her were just memories. I was afraid that one day, they would fade away. So every night, I would look at the sky of to look for her star. I may have new friends but she was the best and first friend I had. Though words were never spoken between us, our friendship was mutual. I hope you guys were lucky was I am. Yes, I think of myself really lucky to have a star as my friend. I hope you can find someone like her; a true friend that always left their mark in our lives.
This was written by a girl with cancer. I guess I just wanted for you guys to read it because it really sends out a message.:) The girl has only six months to live
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"hi"
You'd better slow down.
~Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.
I don't know the title of the song so yo know, I just made it up but I think you know the song somehow. The theme song of Spirits there.
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[30 Dec 2004|03:22pm] |
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I know this will take forever to load but bear with it. I want to show you a surprise. I never found him hot but only cute if I only saw his back that's it. That is what you call talikogenic because they are only hot because they are nakatalikod. You get me? But then, I saw the picture and I found him hot in this one but then when I tried to look for other never mind. So I want you guys to click on the link.
He is hot!
And yes, i am quite over the fact now that I am the toot word that starts with a U so I just want to tell you guys that I consider the U word alternated with gorgeous when pertaining to me. For example I want to say that I am U***, I will say I am gorgeous because I interchanged my vocabulary when pertaining to myself so please use the same grammatical correction.
Please comment to see the pictures that describes me and you won't object that it is true. Now, i would love it ver much if you comment okay. This will be it for now. Just NOw. WAAAHHH! Anyway, I shall exercise, Surpising noh?
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[30 Dec 2004|01:57pm] |
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And so, i am bored. I have nothing to do. I guess i am tired of reading quizilla that i am just reading toyvox, jessude8907, comiczstar and Lacrymalis plus no more others in fanfic. I am so over them that it's like i don't even wanna read them. It's been such a long time since i was here. I want to thank toyvox for the HTML basic click here if you wanna read the stuff she writes im nakikilig. hehe toyvox rulez.
Anyway, i went to rockwell yesterday because our meeting was cancelled because billie had sudden visitors. GRrr. I really want to be done with it. AAHHH! Anyway, i went shopping and then when i was going down the escalator i looked there was a shadow above and i saw a guy in the railings who was totally hot. Yap! Anyway, since i have so many allergies, scars and pimples, i felt to embarassed cause he was looking at me. The humongous me! Okay here, i will finally reveal the truth though i know you wont belive it!
You may never have the chance again of me saying that about my insecurities of life. It is so not my fault that my mom doesn't want me to go to the derma. I'll go ask dada though. Chella, if ever you read this, i just want to say that you are so stupif for spening 12 grand yesterday. Why do you need so much stuff plus, do you have that much feet! Oh well, can't balme her, my sisters and i just bought tons of bags from mango though i know that i won't use them but they will. ARGH! Next time, i wil go on a shopping spree in beauty bar to beautify my already gorgeous face. As i said, the marquee above will only be my last confessions EVER! Okay, that is enough. I want you guys to comment because i am bored and i can't text all day you know. My mom will go this again "Hindi ka naman ang nagbabayad" And then my dad will say "It's allright just try harder not to have a high bill okay?" and just pays though my mom will be fuming. Pray for me to the Lord our God (I feel holy so back of) that i will have the wrong bill but is in my name and has a low price and my mommy will oay or at least my mom not to get mad and have my bill low. Hehe, reina I'm making tampo to you coz you're not texting me! Marian, sorry can't text you as much as before in my struggle to not have a hihg bill since it costs to pesos to text globe to smart. I won't go prepaid and i know dada will hate that fact hehe.
Is that how you spell Blidge coz i am confuzzled. hehe I think i have been watching too much MTV coz i can't even spell.
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I ahven't updated in ultiomo time. I finally got tired of having fanfic on my back. I don't know, i like prada series better. Who wouldn't want to read about brand names for pete's sake. Not caring or should i? Anyway, I'm just gonna put quizzes just to feel cool checkin them out. I'm gonna make another account to put bull in. Oh well papel What can i do about it?
Here goes more stuff no noh?
You are an independent person! You can handle
yourself and don't need a sicnificant other
right now. But you never know it might sneak
up on you and you are so gonna get ticked when
that happens so expect the unexpected. ^_^
*UPDATED* What kind of love are you? ( COOL anime pics)
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E: [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<font<br>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] I ahven't updated in ultiomo time. I finally got tired of having fanfic on my back. I don't know, i like prada series better. Who wouldn't want to read about brand names for pete's sake. Not caring or should i? Anyway, I'm just gonna put quizzes just to feel cool checkin them out. I'm gonna make another account to put bull in. Oh well papel What can i do about it? Here goes more stuff no noh? <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/H/hoplessromantic/1100932516_ictureshat.jpg" border="0" alt="beach"><br>You are an independent person! You can handle<br>yourself and don't need a sicnificant other<br>right now. But you never know it might sneak<br>up on you and you are so gonna get ticked when<br>that happens so expect the unexpected. ^_^ <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/hoplessromantic/quizzes/*UPDATED*%20What%20kind%20of%20love%20are%20you%3F%20(%20COOL%20anime%20pics)/"> <font size="-1">*UPDATED* What kind of love are you? ( COOL anime pics)</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/J/Jai16/1099510631_csstairway.JPG" border="0" alt="Stairway To Heaven"><br>E:<p align="center"><font<br>size="2"><b>You take the Stairway to<br>Heaven. </b>Why stay down when you can go up? You, my ambitious<br>friend, are going places, following your dreams. Good for you. Few people<br>chase their dreams anymore. Never give that up. You are heading up in the<br>world, making a name for yourself, even if it's just a small group who know it. You're<br>finding your way and are heading straight for the top. You've got all the<br>qualities of a great leader and are probably a very optimistic individual. Though<br>you can be a bit selfish at times and have a tendency to step over people in<br>your way. You must watch that. You could end up hurting the ones you love if you<br>put your own goals above them. Never lose faith in that dream of yours, but make<br>sure you can keep those close to you because in the end they'll be the ones to<br>get you through the tough times. You have found your place and yourself, few<br>can do so well and still struggle to find themselves. Don't let go of that<br>sense of self you have even in times of confusion, it will help you pull through.<br>Be careful of your ego too, you could lose your balances and once you're at the<br>top, it's a very long way down. So be mindful of others, strive forward to<br>reach your dream, whatever it may be, be true to yourself, and you keep going up.<br>Don't let anyone pull you down.</font></p> <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Jai16/quizzes/What%20Path%20Do%20You%20Take%20In%20Life%3F%20%5BX%5DFor%20Guys%20and%20Gals!%20Pics%20and%20Lengthy%20Results.%5BX%5D/"> <font size="-1">What Path Do You Take In Life? [X]For Guys and Gals! Pics and Lengthy Results.[X]</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> I am in heaven remeber i am a goddess. |
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[01 Nov 2004|06:25pm] |
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I have never felt so much hate since my sister and i fought which was like 2 weeks ago. Right now, there is this person i wish to scold and stab in the stomach. (not the heart because i don't hate her that much i guess i am just pissed) She never keeps her promises and she lies to me. The B*tch. Let's see how it is if- sorry wanna put a doll to look like i was a bitch. Well, you know what? It's true! I cannot belive her nerve of lying to me! ugh her! And then. sometimes, she think she so intellectual but she never really explains well but all she does is state to the fact and tell it but never explain. Well, right now i am vernting my anger on you but make sure you don't come annoying me again. I kinda hate you right now. I don't know if i should actually forgive you or what. No, i am forgiving you just not now. Realy just not now. I finished studying sibika at last. I couldn't focus. you know what? I am still pissed! ARGH! Maybe I'll update later for my story. And Marian, the guy is hot! Yah, he might be in my hot list. WAHAHAH! I'll just edit this later.
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Oh okay I shall write my scary experiences
Just yesterday, I was on the computer. I saw a shadow pass by. I looked around and just saw my sisters sleeping. I woke my sister up if she passed by and she said no. The bathroom is just beside me and someone was in it. The person took so long, I can even hear the shower but when I looked inside to get mad, there was no one. When I went to sleep, I couldn’t sleep. My dad was snoring real badly. I looked at my sister who was sleeping near. She rose up and her hair was all messy. It was freaky and then went back to the bed. I looked at my sister closely. She wasn’t the one who stood up because she was in the same position before I left her and her hair was all fixed! I got scared and then I looked at the bathroom door and someone was peeking. I didn’t want to open my eyes anymore. But then, my phone rang for no reason and there was no caller. I couldn’t see the number! Then, when I looked again at the foot of my bed, someone was standing there so I never opened my eyes again till morning. Everybody was asleep!
When I was asleep before, I felt someone stroke my hair but then no one was in my house except for my helper who was outside.
Sometimes when I use the computer or I study, I can see and feel a shadow pass by. I look around, nobody’s there.
Sometimes, I can feel someone breathing down my neck. I really feel it.
In the field trip, behind the stalagmites, I saw a katipunero’s shadow and a man beside Mariah. Even Mika saw it. I saw some shadows and some men running around with guns.
In the retreat, we went to Mika’s room which was beside the gardens, Ysy knocked so everybody except me was looking in here way I saw a girl in the mirror standing by the windows. While we were talking, Mika and I were standing by the windows. There’s a girl right beside Mika through the windows. I told Mika she was there and she said not to mind her because she’s not that scary.
In our school, you don’t know how many experiences I have. Once, in 2b, I looked through the glass of the doors. I saw a girl crying in the corner. I went to her and she vanished. In 6c, I was alone in the classroom when the blinds started shaking. I saw someone pass by and I looked out, no one was in the level with me yet. I was in 7b, yes our classroom. I come early. I went inside but the lights were closed. I saw in the windows shadows fixing their bags and talking, I went in talking back to them and they were talking to me but later when I opened the lights, no one was in the classroom but me. I was in the little theater to practice piano. While I was practicing, someone was walking beside me. I looked around no one was there. The manang told me that there was a woman watching me play but then, I saw no girl.
In the chapel, I saw shadows in the window. I kept on looking, it kept ton staying there. I went to pray before the recital and I saw a girl sitting in one of the benches. I stood up and went out but I can feel the girl following me so I ran out. I asked my teacher if there was another girl in the chapel and she said no. While we were praying he rosary, there was a girl beside Marian so I made her change her seat with me beside the girl I turned around again, she was at the back.
Right now, I can feel it, that there is someone beside me. Don’t worry, I always feel it. Nothing happened to me right? Look behind you and maybe you’ll see something you don’t expect. I can hear someone calling me again. I don’t want to happen again. The last time that happened when someone called me (yesterday) I went to my mom asking if she called me, she said no one was speaking. AS I said, be careful. These are only one of my experiences, I hope you do too.
Oh yeah took a test where my beauty lies. I'm in the intelligence and has a matured beauty. Whatever if you want to see it go the highest rated page now and take the quiz and see all posible results
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[27 Oct 2004|10:53pm] |
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My sisters are acussing me to be an NO Person with Daniel Radcliffe. They are teasing me that i touch myself just because they saw my bra with bumpy bits thinking it's my N! They saqw me scratching my chest when i was looking at the pictures of Daniel Radcliffe. So what? It's not like it's a crime to scratch your chest now when it's tichy. I pushed my sister over and she fell like hell against the cabinet and made a really loud sound. I am dead. Toast dead.
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[27 Oct 2004|09:55pm] |
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And so, I have decided that i will put my fanfic on my lj. Happy day for Marian. I am kinda pissed off coz i haven't studied yet and haven't done any of the work i am supposed to do. This morning, people kept on interuppting me on using the computer so i couldn't write. Sorry, Marian. Then, i had to go to China Town. I swear, it was really crowded. Just to say, i am proud that this really cute Chinese guy was checkin me out though i was really ugly at that time coz my hair was shitty and i look like crap no matter what i do. I swear, i just think he was just looking somewhere else. Then, i kept on eating Hopia and tikoy. Hehe i just finished The Princess, Present by Meg Cabot, Victoria and the Rogue and Gossipgirl the first one. Hey reina? Can i borrow the second one? I can't afford to buy right now. Then, I dropped my cellphone which is just great coz it is dying already coz i hate it for being it. My sisters bug me like hell yeah. Ate Shelley is exposing her belly right now like a big bum. She has a big bum though. She looks like a lozer. I can see a part of her hips which is near her VAG. I swear, doesn't she scrub? My sister just found 500 bucks in her wallet and is super happy because she though she lost money. We just bought her a bad from Dorothy Perkins which is surprisngly cheap. She just broke her wallet from Italy. My sister found out that her Value Credit Card for any medication (sounds like she's crazy noh?) calls her SHENNA wahahahaha! Right now, Ate SHEENA, is counting her moeny which is a bazooka richness. She's koripot kasi. NIce 500 buck bills sister can i have them? I have been reading ON the bright side, i am a girlfriend of a Sex God. She is super weird, the girl i mean, she didn't know that she was a NO person (Nipples out Person). It's her fault why she didn't wear a bra and it started to rain. I am seeing the video right now the new video of Christian Bautista and Rachel Ann something person's suet. My sister is kidding right now that people are so lucky that she didn't join Ms. Philippines or else she would be super Famous that the other stars would be crying. Hehe she's dillusional no no? I just found out 57 or something more than that Tito likes to watch thos touchy feely movies of maricel Soriano and more and Porno. I was in the room then i heard like uhuh sound from the tv and it was Maricel Soriano and some guy in the shower you know what they are doing. He's old man! He has four kidney's i am not joking and is perfectly crazy. Then, he told me to go to this website so he can go shopping then i told him that the site was ready and little did i know he was in the bathroom. He came out in his underwear (just brief) scratching his crotch and just wraped a towel around his waist. His tummy is like a tic tac toe field because of his surgeries. E Why now have i realized that that my family is perfectly disfunctional? then i went to see pics of Tom Felton why Patty finds him so hot when he is so not. He had his 17th birthday and got a BMW - nice taste man - he like Armani and Versace -nicer man - then he has lots o' pimples and shaved his head!EEWWW! though he has nice taste you know. I shall go now and research on people instead of work and then, i shall write my Fanfic. Comment please! I wanna but the touch of pink perfume!
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[27 Oct 2004|11:55am] |
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Okay, Marian this will be your lucky day. I am now out of my goth mood and decided something really big. I am not going to post anything in quizilla but instead i shall post it here in my LJ. Why should i be worried when i know the quizila administrator will never let me in the highest rated quizzes? They are not worth my time so i shall post it here where my friends shall read it alone and comment it. Marian, i's your lucky day as i said because i shall write soon. I put up my last quiz in quizilla and will take it off on Friday. Anyway, i am gonna write until i am done with Victoria and the Rogue buh bye.
Here is a quiz which i know totally lies i don't want to take the quiz again.
Oh wait, i look like crap in my pic in the family pictorial. As usual. I am not photogenic but i was born as a star.
Peace. Somewhere, you've picked up a real piece
that most of the rest of us just don't have.
You're not inclined to hurt anyone or allow
yourself to be hurt by meaningless words. You
are very lucky.
What's on the inside?
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